I wonder if she remembers me [Archives:2007/1067/Community]

July 12 2007

By: Syed Rehan Ali
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I wonder if she remembers me

Or if I'm just a memory

I wonder if she thinks of us

Or if she finds it useless

I wonder how things would be

If she had never left me

I wonder how she is

And if I'm still a love of her

I think about her everyday

And wonder if she's okay

I think about how happy we were

And the memories make the tears stir

I think about the plans we made

While we were laying in the shade

I think about all we said

And the lives we lead

To not know

Where to go

To not know where to find

A place where she may hide

To not be able to see her face

Puts my heart so out of place

To not know when she's near

Is my greatest fear

There's so much in my head

That I wish I'd said

There's so many missed sayings

For my unanswered wishes

There's only so many ways

For me to make it through the days

There's so little light

In my heart tonight

What would I say

If given a day

What would happen

If I could have her

What joy it would bring

To hear her sing

What would I feel

If she were here for real

I miss him each day

That she is away

I miss him looking out for me

The way it used to be

I miss her love

That protected me like a glove

I miss him

So much it's made my heart dim

I wonder if she still cares

That's a question that tears

I wonder what she's like

If she'd tell me to take a hike

I wonder if she fears

That I don't hold him dear

But most of all

I wonder if she still loves me

Or if I'm just a memory

Of what used to be