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January 5 2006

Fuad Noman
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Oh my God!

How horrible voice choked my soul's breath!

You have gone without having permission

Why did not you wait my last vision?

I wish you would come

Forgive me my Second Mum

I couldn't believe

I would plant my second white iris

And my deep groan would forever increase

God have mercy on my new white iris

You have gone without having permission

Why did not you wait my last vision?

I wish you would come

My love would be weak

and it can't sail off or run

When you have gone

I would be gone astray

Your life was as a flower of an hour

For me and all

How higher your love was

It was the highest tower

By your cool smiles

you depicted my life's power

My sorrows can't be only in a day or a time complete

Torture in home, in soul and in street

No safe place I have to go

Only to a new agony show

Maybe for my agony my God chose

Always as I feel that splendid things I miss and lose

Yesterday's pain seems like my today's agony

When also my great soul mate passed away

Excuse me my God!

God's Almighty I do not ignore or deny

Please my God!

Let your love makes me survive

Without sorrowful life

Because She left me without saying good-bye
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